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And he said “Contemplating My Existence”

Last week I went from Jury Duty on Monday and Tuesday to restoration of a fire-damaged McDonalds on Wednesday. Pretty much since then it has been non-stop lets get this thing opened. In a week I have met some new people who I look forward to getting know more. In a week I have learned a lot about running a fast paced job for GCM.

But today, I was reminded how God is working. Sitting at a front counter waiting for some material I needed for my project, I apologized to the man next to me for taking so long. He said no worries, I’ve got time, I’m just sitting here contemplating my existence. My response “wow that is deep.” He said, “yeah I am sorry man.” I said “no problem, just got to be careful what you say out loud, I’m a Pastor and love those kind of conversations.”  He responded with “yeah I know where I am spending Eternity.”

After a bit of silence I said, “glad you got eternity figured out, for me the hardest part is walking the unknown day to day journey.” To which he replied, “yeah that seems to be the hardest part.”  This lead me to talking about why “sharing faith and life” with a community of faith believers is so important. I shared my thoughts on church and he was interested. He said, “I don’t like ‘traditional Churches’.”

The guy next to me then said “so you must not like mega/large churches.” I said, “I simply don’t think there is one model for everyone anymore. We need different types of churches for different stages/seasons of life people are in.” He said, “yeah I’m a pastor too, and I’m out here working like you. I’ve been doing bi-vocational ministry for 10 years. The church I’m a part of has around 100 people and everyone ministers to each other.”  We chatted and the “Contemplating my Existence” guy listened in and said “thanks for conversation”.

Seriously, two Pastors, who are living out their faith and life a bit different in the same store with a man who is Contemplating his Existence. God is working wherever our lives are stationed. He is drawing men and women unto Himself.

Lord help my eyes and ears be open to what you are doing. Help me to be like Christ to those I come in contact with. May the way I live, think, and act be used as seeds of hope and faith in the lives of those I come in contact with in the places I live, work, learn, and play!

 

 

 

Facebook Message Reminded Me- UnKnowing Impact

This week I received one of the most impactful FaceBook messages I have ever received.  Someone who I had brief interaction with several years ago sent me a message simply to let me know how his life has changed. I had no IDEA the impact my life had on him.

My desire is to encourage followers of Jesus to declare a different way to live life where ever our lives are stationed. To believe this God has asked me to step out of my comfort-zone. I am in the most challenging season of my life and sometimes I wonder how does one really make a difference for God.

The FaceBook Message I got came at the right time. See, in my heart I believe that no matter where our lives are stationed, we can have an impact for God, but often I hear a different message. Despite having moved away from full-time paid ministry over a year and a half ago, sometimes I still hear voices from my past that basically say, “to really make a difference for God you have to be a pastor or missionary.” There are days when I feel like this. There are days when I wrestle and say is this statement right? Maybe full time ministry is the only way to have an impact.

But this Facebook Message reminded me that often followers of Jesus can unknowingly have impact on the lives of others. I was reminded that 6 years ago I simply went out and spent some time with a young man. I don’t remember much about that day. I remember basketball and then going back to drop him off at his house. His parents where home so I went in to introduce myself. And this is where the impact happened.

The Facebook Message states that as I entered his home the dynamics of his household changed. The brief time we spent together was the start of transformation in his family. …”our faith has been spreading. And the wake up call all began that day when you took me out and came in to meet my family. You personally have been an extreme blessing to my family, with your presence alone you changed the dynamics of it for the better.”

I write this for one purpose. I write this because this helps me to continue to believe that no matter where our lives are stationed we can declare a different way to live life. As we share our faith and lives with others, “our presence alone can bring about change.”

It is the desire of our hearts that is key. My prayer is that we would be able to trust God with the impact our lives make. We don’t need to compare. We don’t need to have a list of people we have brought to church. It doesn’t even matter how many people you have “saved.”  What matters is the desire of your heart. Because maybe, you’re unknowingly having an impact.

The Path is Changing

As I began planning my week I realized something. The path I used to travel has changed. For four years I drove from my South York home to West York. Now most of my time is spent South of York City. I simply don’t travel the same path.

The impact of this is pretty significant. For several years I stopped at a gas station/Subway to see my good friend Siddiqui. Over the years I have really gotten to know him and some of his coworkers. It seems like I have been distant for the past several months. The reality I don’t travel that path. Now I will have to figure out how to be more intentional with those relationships.

This is so important for me to understand because the Path I travel is changing. I recently got offered a part time position as a Hospice Chaplain and will be working out of an office just East of York City. Already I have begun to think about the relationships that I have built here in South York. Already I am beginning to get excited about the new relationships that will form on the new path I will travel.

The path is changing and that means I will have to be more intentional with relationships that I have formed. The path is changing and I am excited to see what awaits me around the next bend.

God is good and I believe He is guiding me as I step out in faith to embrace who He has called me to be. God is good and I am thankful for all that awaits me!

How is the Path that you walking?
Has it changed? Is it time for a change?
Are you being intentional with the path you are on and the old paths you used to walk?

The Dash

It would be interesting to see what people think when they read this title.  A sprint?  A movie?  A cell phone?  Actually what I have been thinking about this week is The Dash that represents the amount of time we live on this earth.  For instance my Dash looks like this right now.  198120??. I almost have 29 years behind me and who know how many years/days I have left.

What am I doing with The Dash?  Am I just letting the days pass by hoping that tomorrow will be a better day?  Or am I waking up saying wow, God your given me another day to leave a mark on this world that will last forever?  I gotta admit that most days I wake up and when I lay my head down at night it was just another day.

Today I have been reading two books written to encourage teenagers to do something with their Dash.  They have challenged me.  15 years from now I don’t want to read Half Time and regret that I didn’t make a bigger difference with the first half of my Dash.

It is time to increase my Faith in the things God is laying on my heart and “Do Hard Things” so when my body is Stationed in the ground people will praise the God who allowed me to leave a mark on this world for His Glory.

Do Hard Things

You Were Made to Make A Difference Adult version Outlive Your Life